Can this be over now?

Another wedding done and dusted on the weekend. Thankfully after trying, unsuccessfully, at many other functions, I finally succeeded in getting well and truly trollied at the wedding.

So much so that there was of course a drunken phone call to Bond. Made by a friend of mine. Oh, the aftermath of that call.

Well, dear and benevolent reader, we ended up on the phone together yesterday for a good hour. Just when I think no more can surprise me and frustrate me - he finds yet another level at which to stoop. A few salient details were clarified yesterday, which now put me in no doubt about where he and I are at. He would like us to be "friends". He also denies ever leading me on, despite me having the online conversations which dispute those claims of his.

Oh for FUCK's sake. Could my heart just listen to my brain on this matter once and for all? So what if he is the sexiest, smartest and most intriguing man you have ever met in your entire life! He is also a lying, cheating fuckwad living his little two-bit whorish life, and acting like he is the greatest thing to have crawled out of the primordial ooze.

I apparently read things into what he has said to me - ie it's all my fault. How would you interpret the words "I just want to see you", "When we are living together...", and the classic, "Wanna suck my thick hard cock"?

So just so we are clear on this.... he is a fuckwit ok?